November
for my mother
her death
a year ago
and the white room
off the ER
reserved
its barrenness
its isolation
beyond the pulse
of IVs
monitors
struggle
except for me
suddenly alone
wanting to leave
wanting to touch
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Grieving is a process and I believe the more we loved the longer it takes to hold that person 'clear against the sky'. Listen for her voice.
How did he know
How did he know
I needed a sign - something ephemeral -
to quell my wondering
Often
when it was still a game
we speculated about an after-life.
We promised to ‘ghost-contact’.
How did he know
I was ready
to hear his voice - as if in the next room -
calling me by name
Did he sense
on this first day of Spring
when new life abounds in promise
It would be easier for me.
Most likely, time no longer exists for him.
I am the one left to deal with the hours
and days of remembering.
Very poignant, man of aran. I can … imagine that feeling though I’ve yet to experience it for myself. 🙏